I wish I was a child again!!

I wish I was a child again!!

I wish I was a child again!!

When I see sparkle in their eyes

Their giggles, their laugh

Non-sense talks and their ideas

I wish I was a child again!!

When I hear chuckles, their chatter

Their whispers, their flutter

I wish I was a child again!!

When they cry, they shout

Brings the whole world around.

I wish I was a child again!!

Cuddled in mother’s arms

Keeping safe from whole world

I wish I was a child again!!

Dedicated to my kids (Nikesh and Namish)  -------------------------->>>

Detach!!!!

Since long I have been thinking of writing down my views, ideas, philosophies and experiences about life. But every time, ideas keep roaming all around in my mind and then at times I realize this should be happening with everyone, what is new about it. I experienced lately that one should know to express their feelings and ideas as not everyone can exactly say in words. Also, it helps in understanding the underlying phenomena sometimes we are not able to see. Feelings arise and die somewhere amid daily chores, if not expressed to any means. And at times, it gets mixed with lot of different emotions and difficult to find its journey. So, now I have thought once I am overwhelmed with many emotions/feelings, express it to the world. If it will not help anyone, at least I will help myself to come out from one atmosphere, I will be able to detach from one environment to switch to another which is very much essence of life. Well!! What I said.. Detach.. yes I have been realizing this quite often now how detachment from one thing is so important to move on. Each detachment in life makes person more stronger. 

But this does not mean I am going in the path of "Nirvana". Frankly speaking , now I am actually realizing what is detachment. And it is helping me to groom myself for better mindset. And a positive mindset is required to feel happiness around you. If you keep yourself attached to too many things/activities, then adding new to that regime becomes difficult or challenging. As rightly said, move on with the changes around you and let small small things be ignored. These help one to relieve stress.

As a mother of two kids, staying with family and of course I am working as well, have been very well experiencing the daily life I have been exposed to. I have been working from home since my first son is born.From morning I get up till night, you have list of actions to be completed running at the back of your mind. Whether you are in middle of client calls or in middle of any important issue discussing with entire team, all this does not make any difference if anything is required at the same time in home. So, you are always exposed to fire-fighting situation, dealing with priorities. A very important dilemma here: Your child crying on some random issue is the most critical one or the client mentioning there is some where around 500$ impact because of this job failure or the cook has not turned up or the care taker's son/relative caught in some health issues or if not your parent called you and you could not speak.You know at one time you have to give priority to only one thing and most the time we will feel I should have done this that time when we will re-think over whole situation. One way to deal with such situations,relax and think of all the issues in hand for a minute. Still, there will be no right or wrong but never have guilt on same.If yes, you feel that you should have done other way, then just keep that in mind for next time but detach yourself from that guilt or negative feeling. Keep detaching all kind of negativities around you as that occupy a much larger space in brain which does not let think or work other items properly.Everything falls in place, just have patience and let time take its turn.

Be positive ,Stay positive !!

Random Creations!!

दिल ने चाहा रोक ले उन्हें ,
पर वो आंधी के साथ हो लिए |
हाथों ने चाहा थाम ले उन्हें,
पर वो ओस की तरह सिमट गए ||

Individual becoming slave of himself

Sometimes, during conversation or chit-chatting, you come across few lines or some particular sentence which strikes your mind. It so happened with me today when I went for breakfast with my colleagues. We came to a topic of starting our own business or go for government jobs. To accomplish this, it requires studying and applying for government jobs and one of my colleagues just told how it can be possible to leave the job and start studying. We have made such high standard of living that it cannot be fulfilled if stop earning money. Suddenly, the other colleague spoke this is the situation when one person becomes slave of himself. This sentence just struck my mind and I started brooding over it. I felt this is really so true in current scenario with many people who started their career with one of the top IT companies right after coming out of college earning more than 20k per month. The first few months of initial career seem to feel that we are highly rich when our bank savings keep on increasing every other month. But as we move further, we start rising high our standard of living by buying expensive costumes, foot-wears, handbags and so on. Also, thanks to the electronics world where highly configured electronic items (beating the older one) keeps launching in the market.

And people would tend to buy the latest model keeping up-to-date with the world without realizing that soon the newer model also will be launched. These day-to-day activities slowly become the standard of living for one individual where he/see cannot see himself/herself living at low level as compared to the current one. And this is the situation when an individual becomes slave of himself where he has to work to maintain his so-called standard of living not just to have food, cloth and house.